Sunday went for interview but again I FAILED!! so damn sad about it. Why cant they just let me pass? Cant they see or feel that am very eager to join them? Or tell me what went wrong so that I can improve on it? Bladdyhell!
 
Oops.. sorry for the language used but sometimes in life you have no choice but to use it. Right?? Haha. Before the results was being announched, my friend told me that we might have a chance.. but in the end only those chic, trendy and stylist gals was being selected to go to next round. I was very shocked. As in, I thought interview you should wear formal but why those gals dressed casually and they got in?? 

Haix.. maybe I do not have the so called "X" factor? How many times must i try before it will be successful. Even though I may appear non-chalant but my heart  hurts. Arggh...

My friend suggested me to go to this particular fortune teller and asked him whether am suitable for this career. Even though am tempted too but I thought we should be the one to decide on our career instead of letting a 3rd party to tell you what to choose for your career? absurd right??

Been wanting to start my blog since quite a long long time ago, but never realised it until today. YES!! today because of my dear friend. She is from Nanyang Polytechnic doing her internship with **ahem** (told by her that we cant blog on company). Anyway is a broker firm D. She is a very thoughtful girl and I really enjoy her accompany. She has her own way of making us laugh during lunch and we never stopped gossipping about many people. The top of our list goes to**drums rolling** none other that our ms "zhen chao"and our BELOVED ms bitchy.

Today is her last day at D. Been so used to seeing her in my work area saying "Morning Kelly", "very bored don't feel like working today", "where shall we go for lunch" or "anything for me"? etc. But from Monday onwards, our office will surely be very quiet.

Before she left, she surprised us by giving us presents. Her thoughts really touched me because I feel that it should be the seniors giving her momentos instead of another way round. She bought me a Tigger massage stick. See, she know that I like Tigger and I have stiff back problems due to long working hours in office. As all my other friends know, I'm not a cry baby but her actions made me cried today.

I'm going to miss her very much. I told her before that our lunch will be so~~ much different without her. Trust me, it will be different and I'm looking forward to meet her on Monday, if possible every monday. 

Nisa, I'm dedicating my first blog entry to you. Keep in touch ya. Will update you regarding my interview too. Hope I'm able to get in..